[Joshua Complete by Georg Ebers]@TWC D-Link bookJoshua Complete CHAPTER V 18/19
Instead of the Egyptian troops whom he must forsake, he was in future to lead the men of his own blood forth to battle! This was the meaning of her bidding, and when the noble virgin and prophetess who addressed him, asserted that God Himself spoke through her lips, it was no idle boast, she was really obeying the will of the Most High.
And now the image of the woman whom he had ventured to love, rose in unapproachable majesty before him.
Many things which he had heard in his childhood concerning the God of Abraham, and His promises returned to his mind, and the scale which hitherto had been the heavier, rose higher and higher.
The resolve just matured, now seemed uncertain, and he again confronted the terrible conflict he had believed was overpast. How loud, how potent was the call he heard! Ringing in his ears, it disturbed the clearness and serenity of his mind, and instead of calmly reflecting on the matter, memories of his boyhood, which he had imagined were buried long ago, raised their voices, and incoherent flashes of thought darted through his brain. Sometimes he felt impelled to turn in prayer to the God who summoned him, but whenever he attempted to calm himself and uplift his heart and eyes to Him, he remembered the oath he must break, the soldiers he must abandon to lead, instead of well-disciplined, brave, obedient bands of brothers-in-arms, a wretched rabble of cowardly slaves, and rude, obstinate shepherds, accustomed to the heavy yoke of bondage. The third hour after midnight had come, the guards had been relieved, and Hosea thought he might now permit himself a few hours repose.
He would think all these things over again by daylight with his usual clear judgment, which he strove in vain to obtain now.
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