"I won't have it--please--PLEASE! I will go away if you do, where nobody will ever find me.

I could not have him see me--see me like this." She looked at her thin hands and over her shabby gown.

"Not like THIS!" "No, you won't go away, my lady." There was a ring of authority now in the nurse's voice.

"You'll stay here.

It's the only way out of this misery for you.