I have lain awake too many nights and suffered too much to count by years.

I count by--" She raised her hand in protest: "Don't Harry--please don't.

All the suffering has not been yours!" The impersonal tone was gone--there was a note of agony in her voice.
His manner softened: "Don't think I blame you, Kate.

I love you too much to blame you--you did right.

The suffering has only done me good--I am a different man from the one you once knew.