10/22 That is over now; I'll do now anything you wish me to do; I'll go or I'll stay. I love you too much to do anything else." "No, you don't love me!--you can't love me! I wouldn't let you love me after all the misery I have caused you! I didn't know how much until I began to suffer myself and saw Mr.Willits suffer. I am not worthy of any man's love. I will never trust myself again--I can only try to be to the men about me as Uncle George is to everyone. Oh, Harry!--Harry!--Why was I born this way--headstrong wilful--never satisfied? |