"If I could, with honour and safety, withdraw, I believe I would be tempted to do so.

But that is really not to be thought of now.

My hands have grasped the plough, and there must be no wavering or looking back.

This is all an unworthy weakness." Mr.Markland had gained the entrance to Woodbine Lodge, but he was in no state of mind to join his family.

So he alighted and sent his carriage forward, intending to linger on his way to the house, in order to regain his lost equilibrium.