I wished with all my heart that I hadn't listened.

I had always known it was no nice way.

I must have gone to sleep after a while, but when I woke up I was still thinking about it, and to save me, I couldn't quit.
All day, wherever I went, that question of father's kept going over in my head.

I thought about it until I was almost crazy, and I just couldn't see where anything about shame came in.
She was only mistaken.

She THOUGHT he loved her, and he didn't.