I'm not asking you to; but what I feel puzzled about is, what is meant by following Jesus.
What do you mean when you sing 'I'll go with Him, with Him, all the way ?' Do you mean that you are suffering and denying yourselves and trying to save lost, suffering humanity just as I understand Jesus did?
What do you mean by it?
I see the ragged edge of things a good deal.

I understand there are more than five hundred men in this city in my case.

Most of them have families.

My wife died four months ago.

I'm glad she is out of trouble.