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The Amazing Marriage

CHAPTER XXXVIII
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Not to be the idol, to have an aim of our own, there lies the truer pride, if we intend respect of ourselves.
The Mr.Pulpit young men have in them, until their habits have fretted him out, was directing Lord Fleetwood's meditations upon the errors of the general man, as a cover for lateral references to his hitherto erratic career: not much worse than a swerving from the right line, which now seemed the desirable road for him, and had previously seemed so stale, so repulsive.

He was, of course, only half-conscious of his pulpitizing; he fancied the serious vein of his thoughts attributable to a tumbled night.

Nevertheless, he had the question whether that woman--poor girl!--was influencing his thoughts.

For in a moment, the very word 'respect' pitched him upon her character; to see it a character that emerged beneath obstacles, and overcame ridicule, won suffrages, won a reluctant husband's admiration, pricked him from distaste to what might really be taste for her companionship, or something more alarming to contemplate in the possibilities,--thirst for it.

He was driving away, and he longed to turn back.


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