As she is now, she does not appeal to you.

I understand that.

It is because, as you say, you are only human, while she is divine.

But when you come to be like her, as she is now, you will know her as she really is, not as she seemed to be, because her voice was sweet, because her hair was pretty, because her hand was warm in yours.
Vanamee, your talk is that of a foolish child.

You are like one of the Corinthians to whom Paul wrote.