42/46 Because in that direction my own nature tends to develop itself. But I envy every lower thing in creation. I won't pretend to say how it is with other people who are forced along an upward path; in my own case every step is made with a groan, and why shouldn't I confess it ?" "To do so enhances the merit of progress," observed Mrs.Lessingham, mischievously. I spoke of myself being _forced_ upwards. If ever I feel that I am slipping back, I shall state it with just as little admission of shame." Miriam heard this modern dialogue with grave features. |