"But does it really matter?
If you know you're only doing what you must do ?" "But that's only how it seems to me.

Another, in my place, would very likely see the must on the other side.

Of course it's a terribly complicated thing--a situation like this.

I haven't the slightest idea how one ought to be guided.

One could argue and reason all day long about it--as I have done with myself for weeks past." "Try just to tell me the reason which seems to you the strongest," said Bertha.
"That's very simple.