16/17 How hard it is to know myself so happy when you have so much trouble!' 'I could have borne it better but for this new pain. I don't think I should ever have shown it; even you wouldn't have known all I felt, Letty. I should have hoped for him--I don't mean hoped on my own account, but that he might know how wicked he had been. How--how can a man do things so unworthy of himself, when it's so beautiful to be good and faithful? His name ought never to pass my lips, only in my prayers.' She grew calmer, and they sat hand in hand. |