You take it for granted that Ida regards me as something more than a friend.

If so, my manner since she has been here must have clearly shown her that, on my side, I have not the least thought of offering more than friendship.

You yourself will grant so much, I believe.

For all that, I don't deny that our relations have always been unusual; and it would cost me very much to tell her of my engagement.

I ask you to relieve me of the painful task, on the understanding that I never come here again.