12/16 Never mind if it reduces you for a time to a garret and a crust." "She would refuse to go to such places," said Julian despondently. She would never leave me in peace." "You will have to do this ultimately, if you are to continue to live. So why not now ?" "I must think; it is impossible to make up my mind to such a thing at once. I know you advise what is best; I have thought of it myself. |