6/21 I am naturally reticent and retiring--too much so, I dare say--and no misery could have been devised for me more dreadful than this. Her accusations are atrocious, such as could only come from a grossly impure mind, or at the suggestion of vile creatures. You she hates with a rabid hatred--God only knows why. She would hate any one who was my friend, and whose society relieved me for a moment from my ghastly torments!" He ceased for very exhaustion, so terribly did the things he described work upon him. "There's nothing for it but to strengthen yourself and endure. |