6/53 My ideal woman is the one who, knowing every darkest secret of life, keeps yet a pure mind--as you do, Ida." She was silent so long that Waymark spoke again. My mother was very poor, but she managed to send me to a pretty good school. But for that, my life would have been very different; I should not have understood myself as well as I always have done. Poor mother,--good, good mother! Oh, if I could but have her now, and thank her for all her love, and give her but one year of quiet happiness. To think that I can see her as if she were standing before me, and yet that she is gone, is nowhere, never to be brought back to me if I break my heart with longing!" Tears stood in her eyes. |