[Ruth by Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell]@TWC D-Link bookRuth CHAPTER VIII 11/19
Yet afterwards, long afterwards, she remembered the exact motion of a bright green beetle busily meandering among the wild thyme near her, and she recalled the musical, balanced, wavering drop of a skylark into her nest near the heather-bed where she lay.
The sun was sinking low, the hot air had ceased to quiver near the hotter earth, when she bethought her once more of the note which she had impatiently thrown down before half mastering its contents.
"Oh, perhaps," she thought, "I have been too hasty.
There may be some words of explanation from him on the other side of the page, to which, in my blind anguish, I never turned.
I will go and find it." She lifted herself heavily and stiffly from the crushed heather. She stood dizzy and confused with her change of posture; and was so unable to move at first, that her walk was but slow and tottering; but, by-and-by, she was tasked and goaded by thoughts which forced her into rapid motion, as if, by it, she could escape from her agony. She came down on the level ground, just as many gay or peaceful groups were sauntering leisurely home with hearts at ease; with low laughs and quiet smiles, and many an exclamation at the beauty of the summer evening. Ever since her adventure with the little boy and his sister, Ruth had habitually avoided encountering these happy--innocents, may I call them ?--these happy fellow-mortals! And even now, the habit grounded on sorrowful humiliation had power over her; she paused, and then, on looking back, she saw more people who had come into the main road from a side path.
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