They were white-skinned, full, muscular legs, handsome and decided.

Yet they moved Birkin with a sort of pathos, tenderness, as if they were childish.
'I think I'd rather close the account,' said Gerald, repeating himself vaguely.
'It doesn't matter one way or another,' said Birkin.
'You always say it doesn't matter,' said Gerald, a little puzzled, looking down at the face of the other man affectionately.
'Neither does it,' said Birkin.
'But she was a decent sort, really--' 'Render unto Caesarina the things that are Caesarina's,' said Birkin, turning aside.

It seemed to him Gerald was talking for the sake of talking.

'Go away, it wearies me--it's too late at night,' he said.
'I wish you'd tell me something that DID matter,' said Gerald, looking down all the time at the face of the other man, waiting for something.
But Birkin turned his face aside.
'All right then, go to sleep,' said Gerald, and he laid his hand affectionately on the other man's shoulder, and went away.
In the morning when Gerald awoke and heard Birkin move, he called out: 'I still think I ought to give the Pussum ten pounds.' 'Oh God!' said Birkin, 'don't be so matter-of-fact.

Close the account in your own soul, if you like.