You want to clutch things and have them in your power.

You want to have things in your power.

And why?
Because you haven't got any real body, any dark sensual body of life.

You have no sensuality.

You have only your will and your conceit of consciousness, and your lust for power, to KNOW.' He looked at her in mingled hate and contempt, also in pain because she suffered, and in shame because he knew he tortured her.