In one mood, not a bit, in another, very much.' 'But doesn't it make you feel ashamed?
I think it makes one so ashamed, to be ill--illness is so terribly humiliating, don't you think ?' He considered for some minutes.
'May-be,' he said.

'Though one knows all the time one's life isn't really right, at the source.

That's the humiliation.

I don't see that the illness counts so much, after that.

One is ill because one doesn't live properly--can't.