She knew he was trying to break away from her finally, to be free.

But still she believed in her strength to keep him, she believed in her own higher knowledge.

His own knowledge was high, she was the central touchstone of truth.

She only needed his conjunction with her.
And this, this conjunction with her, which was his highest fulfilment also, with the perverseness of a wilful child he wanted to deny.

With the wilfulness of an obstinate child, he wanted to break the holy connection that was between them.
He would be at this wedding; he was to be groom's man.