5/19 I intend to make a detailed and particular entry of the event, and, as time goes on, of its consequences, if any should happen to flow from it. It is a large one, too; of abnormal shape, and altogether monstrous, whether one considers it from the physical side or studies it in its moral bearings. It is very much more than an accident; it has something of the nature of an outrage. It was at the National Library that I perpetrated it, and upon--But I must not anticipate. I never enter it without a gentle thrill, in which respect is mingled with satisfied vanity. |