[Cosmopolis by Paul Bourget]@TWC D-Link bookCosmopolis CHAPTER VIII 3/63
Now the sense of reality returned.
She recognized the objects around her, and that framework, so familiar to her piety of fervent Catholicism, the enormous square, the obelisk of Sixte-Quint in the centre, the fountains, the circular portico crowned with bishops and martyrs, the palace of the Vatican at the corner, and yonder the facade of the large papal cathedral, with the Saviour and the apostles erect upon the august pediment. On any other occasion in life the pious young woman would have seen in the chance which led her thither, almost unconsciously, an influence from above, an invitation to enter the church, there to ask the strength to suffer of the God who said: "Let him who wishes follow me, let him renounce all, let him take up his cross and follow me!" But she was passing through that first bitter paroxysm of grief in which it is impossible to pray, so greatly does the revolt of nature cry out within us.
Later, we may recognize the hand of Providence in the trial imposed upon us.
We see at first only the terrible injustice of fate, and we tremble in the deepest recesses of our souls with rebellion at the blow from which we bleed.
That which rendered the rebellion more invincible and more fierce in Maud, was the suddenness of the mortal blow. Daily some pure, honest woman, like her, acquires the proof of the treason of a husband whom she has not ceased to love.
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