The solid earth is quite good enough for my old feet as long as they will support me!" Morgana laughed.
"You dear Duchess!" she said, affectionately--"Don't worry! I'm not going to ask you to travel in my air-ship--I wouldn't so try your nerves for the world! Though it is an absolutely safe ship,--nothing"-- and she emphasised the word--"NOTHING can upset it or drive it out of its course unless natural law is itself upset! Now let us sit here"-- and she drew two wicker chairs into the cool shadow of the loggia and set them facing the sea--"and have our talk! I've begun it--I'll go on! Tell me"-- and she nestled down among the cushions, watching Lady Kingswood seat herself in slower, less supple fashion--"tell me--what does it feel like to be married ?" Lady Kingswood opened her eyes, surprised and amused.
"What does it feel like?
My dear-- ?" "Oh, surely you know what I mean!" pursued Morgana--"YOU have been married.

Well, when you were first married were you very, very happy?
Did your husband love you entirely without a thought for anybody or anything else ?--and were you all in all to each other ?" Lady Kingswood was quite taken aback by the personal directness of these questions, but deciding within herself that Morgana must be contemplating marriage on her own behalf, answered simply and truthfully-- "My husband and I were very fond of each other.

We were the best of friends and good companions.

Of course he had his military duties to attend to and was often absent--" "And you stayed at home and kept house,"-- interpolated Morgana, musingly--"I see! That is what all wives have to do! But I suppose he just adored you ?" Lady Kingswood smiled.
"'Adore' is a very strong word to use, my dear!" she said--"I doubt if any married people 'adore' each other! If they can be good friends and rub along pleasantly through all the sorrows and joys of life together, they should be satisfied." "And you call that LOVE!" said Morgana, with a passionate thrill in her voice--"Love! 'Love that is blood within the veins of time!' Just 'rubbing along pleasantly together!' Dear 'Duchess,' that wouldn't suit ME!" Lady Kingswood looked at her with interested, kind eyes.
"But then, what WOULD suit you ?" she queried--"You know you mustn't expect the impossible!" "What the world calls the impossible is always the possible"-- said Morgana--"And only the impossible appeals to me!" This was going beyond the boundary-line of Lady Kingswood's brain capacity, so she merely remained agreeably quiescent.
"And when your child was born"-- pursued Morgana--"did you feel a wonderful ecstasy ?--a beautiful peace and joy ?--a love so great that it was as if God had given you something of His Own to hold and keep ?" Lady Kingswood laughed outright.
"My dear girl, you are too idealistic! Having a baby is not at all a romantic business!--quite the reverse! And babies are not interesting till they 'begin to take notice' as the nurses say.

Then when they get older and have to go to school you soon find out that you have loved THEM far more than they have loved or ever WILL love YOU!" As she said this her voice trembled a little and she sighed.
"I see! I think I quite understand!" said Morgana--"And it is just what I have always imagined--there is no great happiness in marriage.