22/25 I was about to yield when the little devil of a pain inside made itself sharply felt and my madness went from me. I fetched a thing half-way between a sigh and a groan, and dropped her hands. I shouldn't have liked you to write this to me. I shouldn't have understood." "Do you now ?" "I think so." She looked at me frankly. "Until just now I was never quite certain whether you really cared for me." "I never cared for you so much as I do now, when I have to lose you." "And you must lose me ?" "A man in my condition would be a scoundrel if he married a woman." "Then it is very, very serious--your illness ?" "Yes," said I, "very serious. |