But I have a perpetual feeling that you are expecting something of me, that you are measuring my doings by a terrifically high standard.

You are watching me; I don't want to be watched.

I want to go my own way; to work when I choose and to loaf when I choose.

It is not that I don't know what I owe you; it is not that we are not friends.

It is simply that I want a taste of absolutely unrestricted freedom.