[Roderick Hudson by Henry James]@TWC D-Link bookRoderick Hudson CHAPTER XI 19/77
He made no movement to disengage himself; he simply shook his head several times, in dogged negation of her healing powers.
Rowland had been living for the past month in such intolerable expectancy of disaster that now that the ice was broken, and the fatal plunge taken, his foremost feeling was almost elation; but in a moment his orderly instincts and his natural love of superficial smoothness overtook it. "I really don't see, Roderick," he said, "the profit of your talking in just this way at just this time.
Don't you see how you are making your mother suffer ?" "Do I enjoy it myself ?" cried Roderick.
"Is the suffering all on your side and theirs? Do I look as if I were happy, and were stirring you up with a stick for my amusement? Here we all are in the same boat; we might as well understand each other! These women must know that I 'm not to be counted on.
That sounds remarkably cool, no doubt, and I certainly don't deny your right to be utterly disgusted with me." "Will you keep what you have got to say till another time," said Mary, "and let me hear it alone ?" "Oh, I 'll let you hear it as often as you please; but what 's the use of keeping it? I 'm in the humor; it won't keep! It 's a very simple matter.
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