91/105 Tell me you believe that." This was said with ineffable candor. Rowland heard himself answering, "I believe it!" "And yet, in a sense, your supposition was true," Christina continued. What I envied her was simply her character! I said to myself, 'She, in my place, would n't marry Casamassima.' I could not help saying it, and I said it so often that I found a kind of inspiration in it. I hated the idea of being worse than she--of doing something that she would n't do. I might be bad by nature, but I need n't be by volition. |