[Great Expectations by Charles Dickens]@TWC D-Link bookGreat Expectations ChapterXLIX
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And could I look upon her without compassion, seeing her punishment in the ruin she was, in her profound unfitness for this earth on which she was placed, in the vanity of sorrow which had become a master mania, like the vanity of penitence, the vanity of remorse, the vanity of unworthiness, and other monstrous vanities that have been curses in this world? "Until you spoke to her the other day, and until I saw in you a looking-glass that showed me what I once felt myself, I did not know what I had done.
What have I done! What have I done!" And so again, twenty, fifty times over, What had she done! "Miss Havisham," I said, when her cry had died away, "you may dismiss me from your mind and conscience.
But Estella is a different case, and if you can ever undo any scrap of what you have done amiss in keeping a part of her right nature away from her, it will be better to do that than to bemoan the past through a hundred years." "Yes, yes, I know it.
But, Pip--my dear!" There was an earnest womanly compassion for me in her new affection.
"My dear! Believe this: when she first came to me, I meant to save her from misery like my own.
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