The day he had spoken to her in his "Parlors" she had only been terrified.

If he had confined himself to merely speaking, as did Marcus, to pleading with her, to wooing her at a distance, forestalling her wishes, showing her little attentions, sending her boxes of candy, she could have easily withstood him.

But he had only to take her in his arms, to crush down her struggle with his enormous strength, to subdue her, conquer her by sheer brute force, and she gave up in an instant.
But why--why had she done so?
Why did she feel the desire, the necessity of being conquered by a superior strength?
Why did it please her?
Why had it suddenly thrilled her from head to foot with a quick, terrifying gust of passion, the like of which she had never known?
Never at his best had Marcus made her feel like that, and yet she had always thought she cared for Cousin Mark more than for any one else.
When McTeague had all at once caught her in his huge arms, something had leaped to life in her--something that had hitherto lain dormant, something strong and overpowering.

It frightened her now as she thought of it, this second self that had wakened within her, and that shouted and clamored for recognition.

And yet, was it to be feared?
Was it something to be ashamed of?
Was it not, after all, natural, clean, spontaneous?
Trina knew that she was a pure girl; knew that this sudden commotion within her carried with it no suggestion of vice.
Dimly, as figures seen in a waking dream, these ideas floated through Trina's mind.