I have renounced that determination, and _therefore_ we must part." "You leave me desolate by going, Raoul." "Listen to me again, monsieur, I implore you.

If I do not go, I shall die here of grief and love.

I know how long a time I have to live thus.
Send me away quickly, monsieur, or you will see me basely die before your eyes--in your house--this is stronger than my will--stronger than my strength--you may plainly see that within one month I have lived thirty years, and that I approach the end of my life." "Then," said Athos, coldly, "you go with the intention of getting killed in Africa?
Oh, tell me! do not lie!" Raoul grew deadly pale, and remained silent for two seconds, which were to his father two hours of agony.

Then, all at once: "Monsieur," said he, "I have promised to devote myself to God.

In exchange for the sacrifice I make of my youth and liberty, I will only ask of Him one thing, and that is, to preserve me for you, because you are the only tie which attaches me to this world.