[A Laodicean by Thomas Hardy]@TWC D-Link bookA Laodicean BOOK THE FIFTH 58/152
'And I beg your pardon if I seemed to show too much assurance.
Please put it down to my gratified excitement.
I entirely acquiesce in your wish.
I will go away to whatever place you please, and not come near you but by your own permission, and till you are quite satisfied that my presence and what it may lead to is not undesirable.
I entirely give way before you, and will endeavour to make my future devotedness, if ever we meet again, a new ground for expecting your favour.' Paula seemed struck by the generous and cheerful fairness of his remarks, and said gently, 'Perhaps your departure is not absolutely necessary for my happiness; and I do not wish from what you call caprice--' 'I retract that word.' 'Well, whatever it is, I don't wish you to do anything which should cause you real pain, or trouble, or humiliation.' 'That's very good of you.' 'But I reserve to myself the right to accept or refuse your addresses--just as if those rash words of mine had never been spoken.' 'I must bear it all as best I can, I suppose,' said De Stancy, with melancholy humorousness. 'And I shall treat you as your behaviour shall seem to deserve,' she said playfully. 'Then I may stay ?' 'Yes; I am willing to give you that pleasure, if it is one, in return for the attentions you have shown, and the trouble you have taken to make my journey pleasant.' She walked on and discovered Mrs.Goodman near, and presently the whole party met together.
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