[Glengarry Schooldays by Ralph Connor]@TWC D-Link bookGlengarry Schooldays CHAPTER IX 34/37
He was ever sensitive to the majestic drama of nature. "Ay," said Mrs.Finch, "the clouds and the sun make wonderful beauty together, but without the sun the clouds are ugly things." Hughie quickly took her meaning. "They are not pleasant," he said. "No, not pleasant," she replied, "but with the sunlight upon them they are wonderful." Hughie was silent for some moments, and then suddenly burst out, "Mrs. Finch, does God forget sins, and will he keep them hid, from people, I mean ?" "Ay," she said, with quiet conviction, "he will forget, and he will hide them.
Why should he lay the burden of our sins upon others? And if he does not why should we ?" "Do you mean we need not always tell? I'd like to tell my--some one." "Ay," she replied, "it's a weary wark and a lanely to carry it oor lane, but it's an awfu' grief to hear o' anither's sin.
An awfu' grief," she repeated to herself. "But," burst out Hughie, "I'll never be right till I tell my mother." "Ay, and then it is she would be carrying the weight o' it." "But it's against her," said Hughie, his hands going up to his face. "Oh, Mrs.Finch, it's just awful mean.
I don't know how I did it." "Ye can tell me, laddie, if ye will," said she, kindly, and Hughie poured forth the whole burden that had lain so long upon him, but he told it laying upon Foxy small blame, for during those days, his own part had come to bulk so large with him that Foxy's was almost forgotten. For some moments after he had done Mrs.Finch sat in silence, leaning forward and patting the boy's bowed head. "Ay, but he is rightly named," she said, at length. "Who ?" asked Hughie, surprised. "Yon store-keepin' chiel." Then she added, "But ye're done wi' him and his tricks, and ye'll stand up against him and be a man for the wee laddies." "Oh, I don't know," said Hughie, too sick at heart and too penetrated with the miserable sense of his own meanness and cowardice, to make any promise. "And as tae ye're mither, laddie," went on Mrs.Finch, "it will be a sair burden for her." When Mrs.Finch was greatly moved she always dropped into her broadest Scotch. "Oh, yes, I know," said Hughie, his voice now broken with sobs, "and that's the worst of it.
If I didn't have to tell her! She'll just break her heart, I know.
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