Their wills were somewhat enfeebled now, their hearts sickened of tender enterprise by hope too long deferred.

Having postponed the consideration of their course till a year after the interment of Bellston, each seemed less disposed than formerly to take it up again.
'Is it worth while, after so many years ?' she said to him.

'We are fairly happy as we are--perhaps happier than we should be in any other relation, seeing what old people we have grown.

The weight is gone from our lives; the shadow no longer divides us: then let us be joyful together as we are, dearest Nic, in the days of our vanity; and With mirth and laughter let old wrinkles come.' He fell in with these views of hers to some extent.

But occasionally he ventured to urge her to reconsider the case, though he spoke not with the fervour of his earlier years.
Autumn, 1887.
ALICIA'S DIARY.