[Mansfield Park by Jane Austen]@TWC D-Link bookMansfield Park CHAPTER XLVI 8/23
There was no possibility of rest.
The evening passed without a pause of misery, the night was totally sleepless.
She passed only from feelings of sickness to shudderings of horror; and from hot fits of fever to cold.
The event was so shocking, that there were moments even when her heart revolted from it as impossible: when she thought it could not be.
A woman married only six months ago; a man professing himself devoted, even _engaged_ to another; that other her near relation; the whole family, both families connected as they were by tie upon tie; all friends, all intimate together! It was too horrible a confusion of guilt, too gross a complication of evil, for human nature, not in a state of utter barbarism, to be capable of! yet her judgment told her it was so. _His_ unsettled affections, wavering with his vanity, _Maria's_ decided attachment, and no sufficient principle on either side, gave it possibility: Miss Crawford's letter stampt it a fact. What would be the consequence? Whom would it not injure? Whose views might it not affect? Whose peace would it not cut up for ever? Miss Crawford, herself, Edmund; but it was dangerous, perhaps, to tread such ground.
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